The Freedom of Love

In your feelings of the moment, 

You may want to flee.

You have fear when you see

The flames of your home being burnt down.

In your heart, with it’s true desire,

You want freedom.

You know where you belong

Is a place far beyond these limiting walls.

In your soul, there is a deep knowing

Of your circle of support, and the cycles.

I am speaking to you now as “Us”, “They” and

“We” … your family.

This hell is escapable

Once you accept life as it is.

You already know, but forgot,

When others told you of their prison that could also be yours.

They too, want the same things as you…

Love and freedom.

When you are stuck in the mind,

Remember... the mind can be wise.

When it wants to know why,

There is always a reason.

“Why, why, why?” becomes

“What am I learning?”

There is no separation, only boundaries…

A container for “yes” to what is good.

Be thankful for when you see it, you are no longer in it.

You are beyond it, and so much more.

So remember who you are…

They may not, they may never.

I accept these are their limits,

And I have mine as well.

I now believe: I accept these limitations

And I am still free.

The desire that leads to seeking…

The question that leads to understanding…

The answer that leads to acceptance…

Of the paradox of existence.

There is wholeness within each fragment.

This awareness that leads to surrender…

To the power of being held within the larger.

When you are small, you are becoming

One with all that you are…

You are God

You are Home

You are free

Love comes from within

And from doing without

And throughout it all.

It is the all, and all is love.

I now believe: I am loved, and I am loving.

I now believe: I am love.

I now believe: I am free.

Dragon Medicine

I'm not afraid of the dragon.
I do not fear the flame -
Of being turned around,
Burned up and down,
Scarred and charred
And burnt by the coal,
Of being blistered and blackened;
For my Strength will not slacken,
And nor will my Soul;
I walk through the FIRE
I burn right through to the CENTER.
Now I know God's desire.
Feels so different from when
I first entered.

Spark of Creation

You have reached the core of my being
And I have been touched by grace
I'm quenched from within by your love
My love, my love
Desires arise and then subside
With the knowing that true beauty
Is the magic of being alive.
In dreams we fly, meet side by side
Transform our bodies into ether
On fire, we fly, internal burning
We thirst for wholeness together.

The spark in your eyes
Dowses my soul
Awash with the fullness of being
Fulfilled in this moment
And lasting all time
Satisfied by our travels through space
We laugh, we laugh
We play our games
Creating for nothing but pleasure
Awaken to grace
That gives us the yearning
And the water to put out the flames

Blessed by the awe
In love with it all
Captured by rapture
In bliss with your kiss
Open to wonder
Expanding hearts and minds
Unfolding the mystery
Following ancient scripts
Not falling into the scenery
But stepping out of the shadows
Not blending into the background
But shedding layers of skin
Not fading into obscurity
But finding a place in this world
Not slipping into darkness
But shining a light
And in your eyes, it is so bright.

Luminescent heart beams burst forth
Transforming grey into silver, yellow into gold
Effervescent reflections
You are the mirror of my soul
My gem, you are so precious
Priceless is our love
And the treasure that we hold.

Alchemy of love
The secret is in the center
From within it
We enter
And open our eyes
To a whole new horizon.

Jewel in the Lotus

You have at heart a dusty center
Inner jewel hardened from the ages
I brush it off to let light enter
Through reflections in the eyes of sages

Sparkling Beloved - I am filled with awe
And moved to a state of rapture
The most divine being I ever saw
A mere image could not fully capture

We are resonating crystals of carbon and atoms
Trillions of star-flakes settling into the stone
Merkiber diamond so sacred to fathom
Shimmering delight in a majestic throne

Vibrating frequencies, shells shaking in the breeze
Shamans chanting magical tones
Earth drums and old trees, harmonizing heart-beats
I am catapulted through the consciousness zone

One look in your eyes and I, I, I am weak in the knees
Shiver, quiver, and shake when you make me moan
This lovely love essence is sheer magnificence
My God made manifest I worship your presence

We have uncovered true love and seen true beauty
We have finally remembered the way back home
The stardust, unsettled, stirred up from the motion
Swirls back into the universal potion

Leaving such a sight, only bejeweled eyes can see
In us, my Beloved, I found you; And in us, you found me
And from this us, we become the Witness
And only truth we see

And from this love, the inner jewel will shine so bright
It's glory will set us free
And from this glory, unlimited vision
And we will BE everything

Alchemist of Love

My heart is the Alchemist of Love,
Where Self and Soul unite.
My initiation into wisdom,
The wizard dressed in white.
As above and so it is below,
I perform the sacred rites.

Invocation of the Goddess, drawing down the energy,
Symbols of spirit forming into matter; mountain, wind, flame, and sea.
Invocation of the God, the sun that lights my life.
In the circle, through seasons and cycles, I merge my Self with the archetype.

Cleansed by water, purified by fire.
Cosmic energy fulfill my desire.
Inspired by air, with roots down deep.
Universal mind show me the truth I seek.

Oh little child, I hear your cries, I feel your pains.
The primal hunger from your wounds, serves to feed the flames.
The transparent and dense, innocent and intense,
In spirit and in form, dying and being reborn.

In the gateway of my heart, two lightning bolts converge,
Piercing through the dark, allowing Spirit to emerge.
Blending my Self with the Divine, soul and ego meet eye to eye.
I trust the universal mind and I see with the inner sight.

Third entity, third eye
Sees no separation
Between you and I.
From the fall - the call to rise.
I rise and these indigo eyes
See an eternity.

In Separateness

A layer of separation between what I Am and the forseeable other dimension,
This time-space continuum is causing an underwater-like dementia.

I want to come alive and embody the Spirit!
It is so close, yet so far - sometimes I can't even get near it.

Divine discontent leaves me filled with desire,
Water-line flooding over me, higher and higher!

The rapture, the ecstacy, that I cannot obtain -
The agony of despair fills my heart again.

Why must we be separate? Why must we be apart?
This quest, this search for the beloved of my heart.

There's no substitute for you, no replacement for God.
I touch you, I taste you, I feel you, and I am awed

By your kiss of bliss, your touch of grace,
Your guidance in my life, your ever-present embrace.

Then you leave me and I crumble back into my desperateness.
Why can't I ever keep just a piece of this wholeness?

Why do I fear your love? And run from the satisfaction?
Why do I keep myself entertained with so many earthly distractions?

Lost again in the wilderness, I perform my sacred ritual art,
Transform the maze into a labyrinth and trace my way back to the start.

Seeking for the light, I tread the path of healing
Thirsty, hungry, craving, FEELING FEELING FEELING

So GOD-DAMNED incomplete!

I hold the fragments of my Self, I face the shadow of my Being,
This is the war within that is ultimately freeing.

Integration, transformation, re-creating my identity,
Above and beyond my mind - who I Am is not just me.

Whole Souls

Where is my Eros
To rekindle my fire?
Let me fall in love again
I need you to inspire

My Psyche is lonely
On this deep inner journey.
My Beloved is near,
I can feel him returning.

Everything I know
About love and the Divine,
I want to live it fully
In this body temple shrine.

My flawed and suffering human heart
Can only take so much.
The center of my being
Deserves the most nurturing touch.

From this enchanting story,
The merging of Love and Soul,
Integrating Spirit with Matter.
This is how we will be whole.